I don't care how whiny this sounds. It is a little hard to write this entry right now. I'm doing my best to not shake so hard and focus. When I still used to see my father, he used to drink excessively. I mean, that's …

Well, thankfully, I'm feeling much better than when I wrote my last entry. I really don't know what sparked that mental state, but it's gone now. Anyway, I seemed to really just get upset over nothing. It appears that th…